message from painterjayne
I have been mildly depressed, overwhelmed. So much happened so fast I have had trouble keeping up. It's been crazy. Bubba freda had been the same for years and suddenly she was dying of melanoma. Right before that I found all my gold earrings and chains were stolen. My knee before bubba because excruciatingly painful.
Today is a disappointment day. One of the psychics on-line gave me the heads-up on the solo show. It's a thumbs down and some has to do with a creepy guy nixing it because he's jealous of my training and experience. And what little talent I have. And the rest has to do with three bad paintings among the ten. I just didn't have enough work that I hadn't shown there. I was just looking at two artists work on here who are way more talented than I ever was. I don't like the scary themes on their work, but they can really paint. We can't all be wonderfully talented. I'm grateful I can paint and that I do what I do. I can be second-rate but that rating goes down into the hundreds. There's so much crap on-line, all over. People who can't paint a human being to save their lives, but think they're artists, and who am I to say they're not. I guess I am, but it's mean and I wouldn't say it to them. And at the art cent...